Uhuks

Agh..finally reality settled in..XP I manage to finally become officially BROKE..

dun dun

Yesterday I kinda lost my last RM50..and I really was so damn upset..I lashed out to several 'victims' on my msn. Well..some of them being people I don't usually talk to but they tend to get on my nerves. (This is because RM50 was my reserved money for expenses only..and ONLY on food. I was on the verge of 'ikat perut' thanks to some persom who borrowed from is taking quite a while to pay back..)

Well practically everyone was seriously rubbing it in. Ugh...truth be told. People tend to unintentionally rub it in. It kills my brain...drats being sensitive again though. Haha..poor victims of mine. >D

One GREAT reason somehow my friend managed to come up was.

"im blur cuz im mentally unstable now"

I kinda lashed back..though

"I'm mentally and physically unstable for now too >_> beat tht"

omgheyness...I was being a bit too hard already but I was IRRITATED okay? What a 'friend' I am..but seriously.That person needs to get a backbone..cos I don't see her HAVE one...*le sigh* or maybe she does its just that she's not using it..somehow.

But thank you HIKARU!! (aka Alfred) Thanks for...asking me out to yam cha...(I was too upset already I couldn't even smile..all I gave was a...half-hearted dork smile) @o@ and lent me RM50..dude..you drove all the way to Sunway...XP okay okay la..next time when I cook pasta..I ask you over..since you were 'nicely rubbing it in' about your liking for pasta. And thanks for...>D for letting me copy from ur pendrive..the RABBIDS...omgheyness..DUDE stop making me go crazy over them...(which is still happening).

yay least I have food for a week...I don't wanna go corpse like later..eeep.

I feel unproductive right now. *le sigh again*

I'll try to keep a steady pace on this blog though =) It is hard to maintain at least one personal blog and one public blog..XD bloody annoying.

~~连小凤