连小凤 - personal narcissist

I'VE MOVED

2007-08-16T03:05:00.000+08:00

So yeah please change your links/bookmarks to

this NEW LINK thanks!

As time goes

2007-07-25T15:00:00.000+08:00

I always thought I can make it back being single...

and still a virgin..

but it seems that didn't happen...

and yes we both are happy together at least..

for now..

I'm tired to think right now...I am just NOT certain I can love him.

I hope he can be patient with me.

Sick -_-

2007-06-14T12:25:00.000+08:00

Pretty much I finally fell sick...and I had no choice but to skip Pengajian Malaysia today. oAo;;

beh...and to weiss..>_< I'll try to do the meme ( I kena tagged lagi..adui!) Presentation yesterday was silly...WIG WIG WIG WIG.

Thanks to Hani for lending me her 'Sephiroth' wig and 'Mello' wig...T^T;; and I nearly got super pissy bahahaha. Beh...

I think I'm starting to hate talking to people directly...*a habit I had since small* and now I rather talk to them secara online..orz

adui..

went to see the apartment....

2007-06-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

...and I think its a bloody lighthouse!!!...@_@

THERES SO MANY LIGHTS in THE BLOODY PLACE...OMOS..LIKE..MORE LIEK...20+ LIGHTS?!!?!?!?!?

OKAY WHO IS THE BLOODY DESIGNER...>_>
*looks at stupid relatives who are such nosy people and bad sense of STYLE...and HOW THE FCK DID THEY GET THE AUTHORITY TO FCKING DESIGN THE BLOODY HOUSE!>!!??!?!*

aaaagh even my ROOM IS TOO BRIGHT...*o*;; and its in BLOODY BABY BLUE..AAAGH *dislikes baby blue*

I wanted it DARK PURPLE and burgundy wine CURTAINS KUSOOOOOOOOO ...~~but my mum confirmed to me the curtains is a darker sort of purple~~ . BLOODY LIGHTS...AAAGH SO BRITE....its brighter than my college's classrooms LIGHTS....KUSOoooo~ >_<

my gawd what were they thinking?! I will SO TAKE OUT THOSE BLOODY LIGHTS IN MY ROOM...=o= even SUNAKO can MELT SO BADLY...n the design in the apartment is SO CORNY...=_=;; my gawd...my DAD just LET his STUPID BRO and SIS to go and DESIGN THE FCKING HOUSE?!!!!!!!!

EEEWWWWWW HORRIBLE DESIGN......~~ya like blue lights as another option for the living room?..what is this...A BLOODY CLUB?..a house is for one to retired into to rest..not look at HORRIBLE LIGHTING EFFECTS...whatsoever~~ I am so not going to stay in that bloody apartment thanks to some some fcktards fetish with light bulbs..eeewww...

TOO MANY FCKING LIGHTS..OMGAWD even if they are energy saving bulbs...=o= but it won't be for long..COS SO MANY BLOODY LIGHTS...

and my eyes still hurt...*o*;; eyes kena overexposure to the..BRIGHT WHITE LIGHTS...from the LIGHTHOUSE OF DOOMZ...it puts the house of wax to shame...even people from opposite building can SEE inside..cos so damn BRITE...uggghh

and I went to ikea...IGAY-AH!!!!!

...dono why IGAY..it is SO GAY...GAY GAY GAY...

aaaa presentation 2moroes...
oh yah...and btw MSN keeps on seppuku-ing itself! my gawd....>_<;; *sorry lack of posts*

btw my dad seems okay with me renting the place I am now at...hmmmmmmm

Oh..my god..

2007-06-05T13:52:00.000+08:00

Finally I skipped class...

kinda reminded me of back last year during SPM I've kinda skipped school a lot of times. I couldn't bare the...pressure this morning in Fine Art class...=/

I could say my anger management wasn't in check either..so I kinda passed up very ASS shitty work in class. So here I am skipping Design 2 class...geez I hate that class too...and I hate fine art class too..@_@;;
So sorry to our tutor Wai Ho cos I kinda pulled a sour face at you when you kinda asked me if I'm alright. bahahaah..

I'm thinking of skipping communication skills tomorrow though...HMMM..

Will think about it..8D

~~~连小凤

Uhuks

2007-06-03T11:24:00.000+08:00

Agh..finally reality settled in..XP I manage to finally become officially BROKE..

dun dun

Yesterday I kinda lost my last RM50..and I really was so damn upset..I lashed out to several 'victims' on my msn. Well..some of them being people I don't usually talk to but they tend to get on my nerves. (This is because RM50 was my reserved money for expenses only..and ONLY on food. I was on the verge of 'ikat perut' thanks to some persom who borrowed from is taking quite a while to pay back..)

Well practically everyone was seriously rubbing it in. Ugh...truth be told. People tend to unintentionally rub it in. It kills my brain...drats being sensitive again though. Haha..poor victims of mine. >D

One GREAT reason somehow my friend managed to come up was.

"im blur cuz im mentally unstable now"

I kinda lashed back..though

"I'm mentally and physically unstable for now too >_> beat tht"

omgheyness...I was being a bit too hard already but I was IRRITATED okay? What a 'friend' I am..but seriously.That person needs to get a backbone..cos I don't see her HAVE one...*le sigh* or maybe she does its just that she's not using it..somehow.

But thank you HIKARU!! (aka Alfred) Thanks for...asking me out to yam cha...(I was too upset already I couldn't even smile..all I gave was a...half-hearted dork smile) @o@ and lent me RM50..dude..you drove all the way to Sunway...XP okay okay la..next time when I cook pasta..I ask you over..since you were 'nicely rubbing it in' about your liking for pasta. And thanks for...>D for letting me copy from ur pendrive..the RABBIDS...omgheyness..DUDE stop making me go crazy over them...(which is still happening).

yay least I have food for a week...I don't wanna go corpse like later..eeep.

I feel unproductive right now. *le sigh again*

I'll try to keep a steady pace on this blog though =) It is hard to maintain at least one personal blog and one public blog..XD bloody annoying.

~~连小凤

Its always nice to know...

2007-05-29T04:28:00.001+08:00

Thats least you know one of your relatives is also a blogger.

This is a shout out to my sis-in-law Ying =) I know I may have been rather quiet eversince form 2. But reality does hit me hard when I read through the daily life she goes through. It is tough..and I sometimes do realize I could be a bit of a nuisance. *sigh*

And if it wasn't for her blog....I would never know whats going on with my bro or my niece and such. =) I rarely talk to my brother eversince the argument 2 years ago thanks to Daddy-dearest...it really hurts to shut out everyone I was close with from my life.

Sometimes it makes me wonder if I had a better life if things didn't go so sour. But this is my life as it is so I better make good use of it. I have not many to talk to about my problems or anything...its mostly my mum but she too I have shell myself up from her. I lost a lot of trust in anyone and pretty much confused. But family values do matter... I have looked up to my brother actually as a father figure since small and my older sister as my 2nd mum.

I was loved and cared properly. For that I very much appreciate that at least some one was taking care of me. But somehow I ended up not contacting them anymore because of things that I should say all three of us might not be able to talk about. They have children of their own..so maybe I am a bit jealous...can't really blame them. Its my own nature to be at least jealous but I'm happy that they are happy with their family and living a good life.

Call me a bit too sensitive. Sometimes I do realize how much they worry about me thanks to my habit of not contacting even for 2 years. I almost reach on to the point of insanity thanks to peer pressure and also to major conflicts with my mum back in Sabah. Our oldest brother also do worry about me but we never did talk much. I couldn't even bring a proper conversion with him. I'm just too shy to my own siblings...I always felt small and little.

I could be exaggerating but it is normal for one to face such a moment. I do know I treat my dad like shit...but it is not my own doing either. Being bashed up by your own foster father is as bad as your real mother not wanting you at all. Wasn't really a happy kid back in primary school...I was already in depression.

I may act horribly ignorant. But when you come to think about it in someone elses shoes. There is reasoning to many times where I am always mistaken for flirting. But I have no sense of knowing wether I am a girl or a guy. I just act how I acted around my siblings. So misconception is always on me...=/

And it did happen recently and sometimes its best as always to explain what was going on in reality.

Call this post a bit to over emotional...but heck. Least I know what I'm writing...=) I'm happy for now as I am busy with my college life and getting use to the community. But its not high school anymore for us. Once you mess with the gang...its permanent. Lesson to learn which I know would eventually happen. But meh

shit happens.

and yes I honestly can say this..eventhough I was with my former bf for almost 3 years (I didn't mention 2 years because we weren't certain) I still do not understand how such girls especially those who are really attached to their bfs would get so paranoid to the point of bitching.

oh geez I think I should really put a line across whats female and male...cos I have no sense of knowing my actual gender...

baaah

sucks really.

Getting to know new people is nice. But getting to know your family which you were with your whole life..one more time. Its difficult....very much difficult for me to handle as I only know my foster mum.

sorry readers =P a very emotional posts put to the test...baha..its bad I know but do drop by my sis's place =) Fun reading...and oops XP sumhow I'm reading it! haha

~连小凤

Of Rabbids and Orientations = they don't really match you know?

2007-05-18T08:26:00.000+08:00

...okaaay..Hikaru(aka Alfred) I am so going to kill you for making me go automatically hooked on this retarded but cute 'rabbids' from Rayman. Deidei is getting his 'Wii' soon and he kinda promised to let me play with the Rayman game as soon as he gets it. aaaaah....wtgheyness.

Actually stuck in CC now waiting for the last day of orientation to start in half an hour's time. Practically watchin what I am showing here early in the morning to wake up my half-already-dead brain.

Now this one just looks wrong I know..they are actually singing 'bla bla bla' instead. Whats worst is that they have the bowl cut hair..and look like a bunch of already too retarded kids and you have to like slap the overly retarded out from the bunch. Ouch..

..gaaah Hikaru if it wasn't for your 'ASS' (aka assignments) I would have come over to your place and grabbed back my Shirousa!..=_=;; but he's kinda giving an impression they are in 'love' together..and...I think I better stop it cos the visualization ain't really helping thanks to the sms 2 days ago...eeek.

Oh yeap..2nd day of orientation was...SUPER ...BORING...and well the person representating the Dean of studies...was kinda going waaaaaaaaay off topic at one point where we were held back in the auditorium for half an hour. Ouch...and she was super bitchy...(well there has to be some bitchy lecturers soon enough to cover up the whole entire sem. So fuck them and leave me be with my ASS)

Met a fellow KK-lian also. HAha...please to know Kelvin! Apparently what made him talk to me is because when I was sitting behind him..I was kinda yelling (?) or should I say being my upmost gheyness/hyperself/random when I stated..*ahem* DOTAAAAAAAA...

oopsies...it seems I was hooked on Dota thanks to...HIKARU..(again). So yeah the upmost random gheyness is when =o=;; I have a tendency to switch topics within 5 minutes and that would be CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP. Wonder whats in my brain that time....hmm. Poor Hani...she had to bear with my crap the entire ghey 3 hours..or so. (ouch)

I drew some doodles thats kinda as usual...'random' . Geh come to think about it as soon as 'the father' is back from South Africa..I might bug him to get me a new pen drive...Totchi-kun (my another pen drive) is insufficient!..@_@;; argh

bla bla bla

and now I am LATE FOR REGISTRATION...OOPSSSS

~连小凤

Life so far..and soon to be student (AGAIN)

2007-05-15T13:18:00.000+08:00

Been slacking alot blogging...

Haha.. My bad really.

Past three weeks been busy busy busy. Last weekend I had to meetup with my senior Takemura who came over from Singapore for a visit to KL. Pretty much brough her around Sg.Wang as she had never been there and also to Time Square.

Pretty fun really..and miss her lots. (even as I am typing this I'm already missing her)

Last week Thursday though...went out with Deidara to buy Usa-chan and Kuma-chan (from Ouran High School Host Club) at Grafitti Toys. Bumped into Kagami that day too! CHU~!!
I think I saw this blogger at sg.wang that day too. Small world!..really!

Going to start college tomorrow officially at The One Academy. I'm not certain about that place anymore...I feel like going to Lim Kok Wing instead and take up Game Designing (and GUESS WHAT....your assignment happens to be just playing dota...and video games!...) saw they had a xbos360,PS3 and I think soon is wii!!!!!!

OMGHEYNESS temptations!

I'm tired...still looking for a place to rent soon near TOA...I don't wanna drive..damn lazy liek seriously.

~连小凤

huhu...busy weekends and month

2007-04-13T13:30:00.000+08:00

Since everything has been a rush..@_@

Too many things to go through..he he

PC Fair this weekend. Wanting to go tomorrow but some people coming in the evening. Darn..=X IRCFIESTA people!! @_@ College over rules them all...haha...=_=;;
Weekend gonna be in Sunway again. Going for a live nite...praise and worship BABY!!! *flails* darn this means I have to start packing some of my stuff for the night. Drats...Sunday would be OH so fun...screw.
Omgheyness...apparently I found out...I managed to pull off my super platinum blonde hair ?? Oh darn..=P Oh fyi actually my hair's black color is fading out...Its turning brown..drats.
I'm accepted into The One Academy! ...but I need to bloody send in the remaining forms soon! Argh...stress to the max. My dad is not around to sign my forms...horror horror
Cosplay list keeps on piling up on me. I don't think I could even pay for my Organization XIII outfit yet... *GOD MODE

Aye aye...using the net around here doesn't do much either....hmm hmm oops..laundry not hanged yet...its been raining a lot so suddenly here..suddenly rain suddenly SUN...NOT a good sign...=X

..cos people get sick easily thanks to the sudden change of weather. HEH

~连小凤

New look....!!! I think so lolz

2007-04-11T14:28:00.000+08:00

BAHAHHAHAHAactually thats a wig...thanks to miuki-sama for editing and taking my pic =D Its love I tell you..hahaha and I know...but my contact lenses is blue...@_@;; Haduri is luf...=D its a korean webcam program. (its free to download)

Jae Joong wannabe turns out to look very Lee Jun ki ..LMAO.

Life is good I should say...I was recently called by The One Academy...=D accepted! But still having doubts on getting into illustration...hmm

I don't have that 'known' thing to do such 'pretty' pics..=/ but I'll see how I can work it out HAR HAR.

~连小凤

BREAK UPS ARE WEIRD =D

2007-03-21T18:56:00.000+08:00

I officially broke up with my bf of 3 YEARS. I feel happy about it cos I know that in the long run would still have to do this.
Its needed though...well because we both have different lifestyles....I finally met him today ...well we finally got to see each other and I found out from him he's already having another girl in his life...for 3 months already. He tried looking for me this past few months but I wasn't around. D:

oh wel

I'm

HAPPY for him...yet still pretty much HEARTBROKEN. But in reality my GUILT for not being a GIRLFRIEND that is somehow there...out lifestyles just don't go well together. I always keep myself busy...so pretty much yeah.

Just for your info

XD I'm HAPPY OKAY...HAHAHA I'M NOW GUILT-FREE FROM THE CLUTCHES OF LOVE

Least I can have a peace of mind that I just met him again and solved this un-usual relationship out.
I'm happy to be single again and be just me eventhough I do have to face the side-effects of this break up..;P

I'll make it. Just pray and hope I'll make it.

~连小凤

[TAG] "5 reasons why you blog"

2007-03-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

...Apparently I was "tagged" by Adz (cilakak la wei..D: )

okie...since then I can't run away from...well.. I don't know how many people will read this anyways.

Its my blog. I write what I do in my daily life. Sometimes its short reports on outings/meetups. It can be personal or just a daily rant.
I tend to find blogging seriously amusing as I have like 123456Idon'tknowhowmuchblogsI'vemade. No...liek seriously.
Life is interesting once in a while. I sometimes would just go online to blog about something or someone. Well depending how you wanna say it.
I'm trying to keep myself sane enough to keep my perverse mind at bay. (Be thankfull that I stopped at the temptation to write gay stories instead)
...Personally I will occasionally rant out random topics. I'm known to be random.

Being nice as usual....I don't alway tag people.. but I will tag two people I know personally.

Shinyi and Kero :D !!

P.S: I saw Julian in Damai...XD I could have run off with your wife!! j/k

~连小凤

Tama Diary #2

2007-03-15T18:32:00.000+08:00

..whoops..Apparently I didn't state that Hachi passed away. Now got new Tama...its in this form now tho

Piroriroritchi

Haha...somehow named it 'Sen' gaaah why am I naming my Tamas after numbers?! Gosh..hmm I re-attached a different Hello Kitty Horoscope thingy. 1st one was a Tiger..manage to get Dragon so I guess it suited the whole red theme. haha..

aite gone and going!

~连小凤

OMG GHEM GEEE...

2007-03-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

Apparently I've been becoming very much easily annoyed....?

Gosh I have a bitch streak starting again...aiyoyoyo. *bitch in making* wheeeee I want more skirts dammit you phat thighs!
Did a bit of camwhoring and came out with something I say u won't see me do it at ALL..its basically makeup+wig+self esteem+photoshop! (tried the making eyes big leh...XDDD ) I even took the effort to remove my lip piercing..*dies*
ahem ignore mah stuuupid skills..XD Yes I love wearing wigs so whuuuttt...

Actually I'm in KLIA leeching on the free wi-fi (and just managed to find a port to charge my laptop HAHAHAHA) and bla bla
see I actually got no bloody things to blog about for now....HMMMM...

OH YEAH...I want a DS ! A pink one if CAAANNN XD no BLACK LA

~连小凤

SUPER GENG..XD A MACBOOK!

2007-03-04T13:13:00.000+08:00

Yes you heard me!

I finally got my hands on my OWN LAPTOP! (If you count the Hyundai out lars that one super heavy man..4kgs) and woot meet my NEW BABY!

Yah owner sempat 'berposing' with MacBook.
Yes people I've a tendency to multitask XD so basically I was like just have to 'accept the fact my dad is the one who wanted to buy it for me' so...yeah. (sheesh I know I'm a spoiled brat but then again this is best for the course I wanna go...so yeah)

...*cough cough*

XD I'm still learning how to use the mac since well...theres no left click or right click...only one click. Hmm...getting confusing aye. And SQUIGGLY button!! XD hahaha

usually its CTRL+V (or X or A or C) now its SQUIGGLY button+V (and the rest lol). Gahh....I'm doomed..XD

Hey least its super geng mah.

~ 连小凤

Blogging is a daily must...

2007-03-02T11:00:00.000+08:00

...well apparently I don't do that. Well not much...haha. I was down with fever/flu/cough last few days. Oh..and I failed my theory test for driving (whoops?) Might need to get a retake somehow...but body ain't being lively...

Cut short...been out too many times brought me into a toll of sheer..REGRET. Yeap you heard me..XD I regret going out too many times though. I have a tendency to fall sick after how many bloody trips.

which is why now I am facing the music..=/

OMG SPM RESULTS COMING OUT SOON...*smacks self*

nvm la spam you with pics for now..
kya Kagami hunneh XD hehehe we took this after celebrating her Belated Bday in Gasoline (no seriously I hate that place)
puhleeze ignore the lame attempt at trying to make a self-title...:D Hello would you like a group of people like this around Kota Kinabalu sometime?
....XD hahaha the most vain guy I ever met in my entire 'cosplay' life..hahaha...he's pretty popular on FRIENDSTER...:D Kaori!
*cough* He was acting all 'Prince prince' that day..@_@ lol and being a practical camwhore..I took his pics for him...(and edited this one la..LOL hahahahaha)
okay girls DON'T SMACK ME..I wasn't trying to be cute (and please ignore that over gay pink stool) and I wasn't trying to be BOU-ish..

Oh screw the community...someone even called me a 'so poh' in Sg.Wang that day...like whoops?...I turned to look and saw it was a middle aged dude..(with a belly) in that corner shop thingy..(near I SOCKS)...and I was like ...oh well humans look at beauty in another way.

I know I'm not pretty..neither am I UGLY! XD (well unless was born to be that way that screw it la u man balls person who called me that!) haha Kagami was pretty mad actually when she heard that. I told her just ignore that dude la. He doesn't know what to say anymore..

its either

A ) Sg Wang people just lack words nowadays thanks to the 'kids' these days that hang around Sg Wang

B) Chinese people are typical (Malays too) so basically it is 'very typical' for them to act that way.

Close one eye >_O and ignore is the best I can do. Other than that..screw you! :D

~Siew Foong

Tama Diary #1

2007-02-22T21:11:00.000+08:00

Hachi grew!....

To 'Young Mametchi'

...*cough* Anyways, pretty much my tama was disturbed ALOT by my friends...@_@ (I knew it! I should have bought the neon pink one...ugh) and my dad was pretty much like...huh...well I think it reminded him back then when I had digimons (3 to be exact).

Naruki is asking me to bring it over for the next lolita outing....which I do not know WHEN...anyways..o-o;; hmm hmm

~Siew Foong

Tiring Day as it is...@_@

2007-02-21T21:11:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah sorry for the previous post. I might have accidentally deleted off the pictures when I was re-organizing my posts. (hmmm...)

Its a lil baaaby...XDWell it grew up to the 3rd stage...hmm...its still sleeping even as I am typin now.
Got a TAMAGOTCHI...like FINALLY...o-o;; Had a hard time choosing the color too. It was either PINK (aih..I know I know) The 1st Gen is a girl...so yeah..named it Hachi. (no no...not Nana inspired..but then again...w/e you think la!)

yeah went out to Sg,Wang (again?) to accompany Dess (girl on the left) to meet up with the Aveen (dude on the right)...oh yeah..Please ignore my bitch face XD I dono why but seriously I look like a ...WHORE!! (yeah a CAMWHORE) and...uh Dess was cute la that today..@_@ (I think its the outfit)The puri is sooo shiney.... Also took a FREE shot!
...yeah right...used the handphone la...XD The reasons why I like Bishin the 3rd!! (the purikura booth we took).
Ugh going out for another outing tomorrow...I'll see what I can post up from tomorrows outing!
OH YAH...I colored my hair a bit darker...but...
its seriously reminding me of those Shibuya gals....(kogals?...or those Ayumi clones?) Its suppose to be ash mocha (I use Gatsby thank you very much...hmm hmm) But I 'think' I didn't leave the stuff on for a while...the usual rushing stuff. Oh well I can still grow it out...ignore the chubbyness. CNY does things to your diet. HAHAHA joking

OH...ang pao's this year...collected...is around RM800++ (yeah din count the small RM1 yet) ...I know I know...=_= Rich family la de. Now know only...HAHAAHAHA

~Siew Foong (Cos I can't seem to type chinese..STILL)

Valentines day?...and another post...of unknown randomness...XD

2007-02-16T21:07:00.000+08:00

I realize my last post was never EVER posted...oh yeah cos blogspot ate it up Oh bloody annoying...newayz...many things happened while in KL...been emo-ing. Been going out...
Went out to Sg.Wang (though rushed) with Dess last week...actually ONLY Dess and then suddenly lotsa people we know off started popping up and hang out with us...WTFOOK...XD its the MOST UNPLANNED situation in mah life...

but hey it was fun LA! Got to wear my new shoes too..RM45 !! (At one utama)
Starry dearies THANKS FOR THAT CINNAMOROLL!! XD Thanks sooo much also for the phonestraps!

um..XD only the doll NOT the bag...but it looks like a SET rite?..XD hahaha no la..that bag I bought wayyy back...:D <3>um well this one I bought myself..in One Utama..HAHA screw its missing sum gems behind

and well today I went all the bloody way to Summit <--excuse me MOST TAXIS I asked they don't know where it is?! Its just bloody 5 mins bus ride from Sunway!! (feels like a bloody jakun) HAHAHA.. So what did I do?...on VDAYS I instead go spent my afternoon time at one of my guy friends. Felix la...LOL I dyed his hair...that dude simply can't decide...SO I told him finally.. "Dude, I do freestyle for you la! geeezz"

after the dye was done...and while waiting I did his nails la...that dude ar..super 'vain person in the making' HAHAHA..

...*swts*

Eventhough I had a stupid fight with my nutless no backbone father...managed to get him to buy me Anna Sui stuff B4 all those feuding thing happened ..again

HAHAHA
whee!! Finally!...NOT ONLY THAT...I got him to get me the eyeliner!...and loose powder (ahhh heaven) and that lady got to convince him by throwing in a free lip GLOSS!! X3

and don't EXPECT I'm gonna get a BF!! I will NEVA get ONE...LOL...well I was thinking of Felix *blush* =_= but I'm a bully person...sure GET annoyed la..HAHAHAHA

NVM...

taken at Felix's place...SO BORED>..hahaha...oh yeah I'm using this eyebrow powder from KATE..XD pretty okay leh

even if Hellie does not SEE this...

EVENTHOUGH YOU MAY NEVER EVER READ THIS BLOG...BUT I DAMN LOVE YOU MUCHS!<3<3

Ookay....to my two (no wait) THREE semes...love you all the same..XD eventho in reality two of you are UKES in DENIAL..HAHAHAHA...

*shoots self*

and yeah I'm a shota looking person right..?...RIGHT..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

jackasses..

SCREW YOU VALENTINES DAY!..LETS ALL GO CELEBRATE BLACK DAY LATER!!! HAAHHAHA POOPS!

~ (still can't type my bloody chinese name!)

Back in KL and swinging the wrong way...!

2007-02-07T10:22:00.000+08:00

Nah, not really 'swinging it the wrong way'..just uber tired from TOO much walking. (My dad is a bitch when it comes to transportation...HAHA...walk walk walk) Suppose to have updated this blog when I came on the 5th...of this month. Crazy aite?

On that same day...from KLIA straight to Sunway Pyramid to treat Lavena dearies as promise. Felix came by soon enough...hahaha he wanted something diff but too baaaad Lavena and me already halfway through the brunch and he had no choice but to eat SOME too! lol...

Actually bought Lavena a piggy speaker (which has a usb cable...lol it LOOKS weird okay! Last minute pressie lagi this) from Folio. Whacked! Ahahahaha...it was a last minute option though I was planning on a teddy bear but resisted to splurge on a useless teddy which is only meant for hugging.~~which is practically useless...it just 'sits' there~~

okay SPAZZ MOMENT!

Apparently I've read through an Ouran High School Hostclub community in Deviantart regarding a rumour (or if its not I don't know?!) on the casts...

and guess who is doing Hikaru and Koaru Hitachiin twins?...
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.......YUSUKE AND HISATO IZAKI FROM FLAME*its a japanese boyband...heh*!!! (yeah oso the same twins who acted in Devilman...wowzers)
I was utterly...'shocked' . HAHAHA Hunny is gonna be casted by a small kid. Mori DOES NOT LOOK MANLY..HE LOOKS PRETTY..AAAHHH...Kyouya...HOMG most good looking guy amongst ALL (well I'm practically BIAS but w/e)

As stated here for the cast

but then again..its rumors!!..=/ Well one can dream rite?..rite...XD Oh yah theres even a PS2 Ouran game..HAHA

End of SPAZZ MOMENT!

Well yeah back to the part where I stopped. We had brunch at BBQ Plaza (again!! @_@...Lavena maybe I should bring you to Chilis next time??...free refills on soft drinks and juices..LMAO me ish greedy for drinks not fewd..) and spazzed and talk crap even more crap. Haha..poor Felix I hope our BL-fandom didn't scare your ASS off!

oh well he practically 'dragged' me to Midvalley fornoreasonatallbutIthinkMidvalleyisboring!*kena piaked*

Apparently someone spotted me even b4 I knew it! Shinyi saw me pass her...LOL this is my 1st time I was spotted instead of me 'spotting' people (I am a stalker bleh..XD hahaha) I was pretty shocked really...!

...agh..XD;;

~ (kenot write chinese ere..stupid comp)

Of makeup and candy...except theres no candy

2007-01-26T19:17:00.000+08:00

whoa okay XD hahaha its me obviously...haha...I lack much. Lets say I got so so B-O-R-E-D. Meh...its either oshare kei or decora...up to you to brand this style. Boo...oh japanese words " ki-ra ki-ra" (not your Kira from DN la) means "shiny shiny"..lol.
hmm hmm....yeah I lack much of creativity so I kinda abused the 'monya' sentence...ooooh as I type this..theres like fireworks...outside my house at 7.40PM...can anyone around bloody KK tell me wats the occasion? @_@;; okay....

Apparently decided to go a bit different on my makeup skills...*I suck in them I know* =D I came out with this look yesterday.
oh...corrections are always done in photoshop..:D ahaha I should stop doing this..but meh...XD I guess I'll have to learn how to love the camera...SOMEHOW...lol

...boo I lack topic anyways...bleh

~连小凤

[ CSP Local Comic Artist Meetup @ McD ]

2007-01-22T00:30:00.001+08:00

oh lookie...DAMN PORN MAN :D my face is FREAKING PORN!!

beh..joking la! I was bored...HAHHAA

still have to wait for Julian to start blogging about it. Apparently I came last minute KAKAKAKA...*kills self*
oh...took pic wif IrTeA..I look uber scary HEHEHEHE...well...because my eyebrows were gone LULZ!!

pretty rite?..XD thanks to my 'spaz' way of angling we look 'tad slimmer'!! *gets shot* Basically the overall discussion was on who and who and what to do and WHAT to expect and.. (Reader: woi cukup la dengan itu 'and'!!) oh...oops sorry. :D My english teacher would be SO PROUD of me...LOL.

Met AKS I think? He's one of the dudes from Utopia and so so so..yada yada..Molested cubex...did the 'finger' with Julian's brother (LOL Casey your status for ur known signature sign is at stake ar..!! better kill me 1st to regain back ur status..HAHAHA). We had to move from McD's to some Indian restaurant...cos it was a bad timing...APPARENTLY got KID'S party upstairs in McD Api api centre's branch. Boo....

AND it s a SMALL WORLD...I meet Ya Fui (if thats ur name) aka Daniel (if THATS ur name too) who is apparently my friend's big brother. (Off track: Oiii..hows Sarah now ar...why she never contact me one de?..lol she so geng liao for Super junior izzit?) ...I was like thinking..."WTF is this DUDE...he looks FAMILIAR..." and well..it snapped! HAHAHA...sorry so slow in realizing....I guess you were pretty shock to see me too HAHAHA...changed a lot. (Except you la..still look the same HAHA)

Saw Amber (as CSP members know her as Kanariya) and met Beth (DO MY HAIR PLZ AND THANK YOU!) who also came last minute...well unplanned la I meant. hahha I sien liao...tooo much brackets...I think this is the most horrible post I've done in quite a while...WELL...need to write about something rite.

*shrugs*

P.S :Julian when do you and Adz wanna try out that steak house place yada (wait let me check this Tuesday kays? I forgot the bloody name again) @ Lintas?...hahhaa SORRY I think I went overboard with pervyness especially 'Breast of Fire' comment..ugh I need new glasses if this continues on..HAHAHAHA.

~连小凤

w-inds.'s 21st Single [Hanamuke//ハナムケ] 17.01.06 (its out! )

2007-01-18T09:56:00.000+08:00

...omg I was kinda shocked to actually found out about it today! haha..! *dies* lucky me...I was actually on a random download..apparently the preview was out b4...but the single came out TODAY! *gosh*

I sometimes cry over a fandom I held SO LONG eventhough I can state I was recently jrock and kpop overload..but w-inds. was my 1st and still remaining fandom back from my preteens. 5 years ...(well I kenot beat my mum la...her fandom for Elvis Presley...sampai NOW...HAHAHAHa)

seriously,...this PV brings me to tears as I can say...I've kinda grown up with them. ..and my forever fandom for Ryohei Chiba never ceased eventhough I keep on saying I love HeeChul or Changmin (koreans lulz)

I always wonder..how bout the next 5 years...would they still be staying strong as a group?..I pray they would always..without me randomly stumbling on them back those 5 years ago..i would have never knew jpop/jrock or anything and would have listened to what all the kids listen nowadays...(exmp : emo stuff and pop randomness but i luv them all the same but ain't spending my cash on pop mags hehee)

Keita looks kinda haggard here! T_T omg you got muscles but come on! Skinny?!...Ryuichi....hahaha he looks like a girl here *sorry Ryuichi fans! couldn't bring myself to keeping a straight face*

Ryohei....geez that guy looks so...inhuman..i can tell you HE STILL looks young for someone that old..(what 23 tis year?..I forgot...dammit)..

I'm in tears....when I thought my fandom for them died last year. Somehow...like my mum said. Its okay to dream once in a while. But i guess its due to my sort of 'fan-dedication' to keep on supporting them eventhough I can't actually keep on buying their singles and so on...

sometimes...I cry at my patheticness...I just don't seem to move on at one point...
...cripes.

p.s: I'm srsly emo-ing now...gosh reminds of the days I was emo-ing just because I couldn't get my Ageha limited edition press album from Yesasia...lulz

homg..sunday morning posts..

2007-01-14T04:41:00.000+08:00

Talked with Aiko yesterday(or rather around 4AM in the morning TODAY)...

So its kinda planned already. I'm goin as 'wa-loli' (Kimono with lolita accents) and..well I'll just have to wait for her to confirm...and its purple..and also might be getting rocking shoes(also showned in NANA) to match.
oh yes..it has a BLOODY skirt,...omg..I may need to wear bloomers for this...(those white underpants thingy) and bells...aaahh see I told you..i have bad taste..XD haahhaha I rather dress people up!

*dies*

oh well

silly short posts...
wheee

~连小凤

[ I'm going crazy per said ]

2007-01-13T22:25:00.000+08:00

Ahhh...

guh...went out wif Dizzy and Mavis (another new friend to me..like wow okay) to Wisma Merdeka...to look for some presents for a friend of theirs. Haha... Apparently also went to do some bit of window shopping and all seeing clothes and stuff. All in all we were practically talking nonsense (Mavis and me) and Dizzy being all damn blur.

I kinda lent her 3 of my mags (yeah in previous post you will see) so yeah a run down on the clothes and such. =D pretty much we were spazzing on the clothes and all haha..!! So heres some funny notes to place down...I realize that

Eventhough I'm not doing gothic lolita/ama lolita/any kinds of lolita...I still tend to get suggestions from certain friends on what to put and what to wear..weird rite?(and they are kinda like hoping or rather threatening me to at least try to get one lolita outfit...)
I prefer dressing people up rather than me dressing myself up
I can admit I'm not that pretty neither ugly...its just that I had to learn how to love myself in terms of 'being a narcissist'.
I'm not an active and staunch fan of jrock/jpop/kpop I'm pretty much behind the line all the time.
I tend to give out too much ideas sometimes I run dry for myself....geez ahahaha
I'm more of a classic lolita/neo gothic lolita/casual gothic lolita/punk lolita /elegant lolita sort of person...ahaha...XD yes there ARE genres...and it counts wa-loli too! REALLY CONFUSING!

....gah I'm such a scary person..lulz! No wonder some people even DARES to call me a faker/poser cos I'm one who tends to be like the cute/geng/emo/visual kei/decora/lolita/punk wannabe. Irks you rite?...

rite...

I'll go emo about this later. I've been reading too much gay stories....and smut stuff on Yuffie x Vincent. I may need to take my driving course next week like homg...yay for cars. Haha...

ha..

hahaha...

*blinks*

oh lookie! this is me without all those gunk and makeup
bahaha....I used my dad's old phone (now mine) the Sony Ericsson K700...like omg..XD and yes I keep on listening to my ipod 24/7 sue me..it has most of my jrock/jpop/kpop stuff on it..and I like listening to Rammstein..(hahaha) Sorry I'm being a dick now atm..eventhough I don't have a dick in the 1st place...pwahahaha

~连小凤

p.s: This is due to fangirling on 동방신기 (Dong Bang Shin Ki) too much...since like stated...they ARE coming to KL AGAIN...like I said in the previous post...oh screw it..XD hahaha

Finally an UPDATE! ..woot XD

2007-01-13T13:09:00.000+08:00

Blah I was lazy...
lulz...the honest reason I can give. So heres a run down from what I did when I was in KL...bahaha. Its practically picture posts again..sorry..I was so lazy and dead. You know when after SPM blues starts kicking in. Some kids managed to get jobs while waiting...unlike me...I'm currently 'goyang kaki' at home. :P oops

Gothic Lolita outing in 1Utama @ Bakerzin (23/12/06) Its blur I know...XD I'll upload once again when connection is goin swell enough from my another camera..got more nice pics..bwaha...whackos.

Camwhoring a kitty I liked...XD meet Tiger. He thinks he's a flower.

My dad bought me an iPod Nano!! XD 8GB...I was aiming for the pink...but its only around 4GB..bummer..:D but black ish spiffy. Oh and gotten myself a lip pierce...woot...=D thank god my bro was okay with it. (He has tattoos....lulz..he knows the guy from Borneo Ink..=D watched it b4?..yeah the owner shook hands with Anthony Bourdaine*oh shush I forgot the spelling* But I did not do there la...somewhere else..heh)

Managed to get my dad to buy me Body Shop Lip glosses (or balms whichever floats ur boat)..like FINALLY..:D

and...self explainatory stuff...sue me..:D bahahaha be jealous?..bwahahha. (1 book is an Extra edition of the Gothic Lolita Bible series..;D its pretty much a compilation of the best few pieces from previous GLB. The middle one is a winter collection catalogue on every brands which are recognized in Japan...:D this includes Gothic,lolita and punk outfits...well winter collection of course. Cure mag...bwehehe it has Miku infront.what else!...)

tomorrow I'm gonna be meeting Dizzy...and spazz with her..LULZ. =D Oh and I did take a lot of purikura (Neon Prints) recently...like I spent a BOMB on them yosh..!

Oh and my 'japanese' nicknamed had changed...:P its now [U-MI] as in umi (海) for Sea/ocean in its kanji form. I don't know..but I need a change..lulz.

~连小凤

P.S = AND DONG BANG SHIN KI (or TVFXQ for the chinese) IS COMING TO MALAYSIA AGAIN!!! AAAAAAAAHHHH!!! *fangirl mode*

Bored Post #2 (warning for uber stupid pics)

2006-12-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

I'M LOOKING IF ANY PLACE LIKE CC IN DAMAI I CAN WORK PART TIME...IF GOT PLEASE DO TELL...or MAYBE SUMTHIN LAAA...
um sum sort of like...lipstick test..XD my sis-in-law gave me makeup AGAIN..=o=

I can seriously tell you...I like black and white pics..its gaaah

sowie...couldn't RESIST..

I feel so MIKU-fied here (lol too much fangirling is making me ugh

lalala...yes I got it..yay..XD yes I got cleavage..yay..

**PS : ITS SILVER ASH NOT BLONDE...SUE YOUuuuu

~ 连小凤

Bored Post (warning for uber stupid pics)

2006-12-27T18:32:00.000+08:00

may the Domo be with you

Okay...I turned blonde...well to be more precise I'm more to silver ash hair colour...XD *omg many strangers stated either Kadaj(FFAC) or Dante(DMC)!! hahaha...Frack and Kagami stated I can already do Near from Death Note (wei...L not enough meh..why me have to do NEAR?!)

emo emo emo...

........end of post (I know...I'm lazy la)
But to tell you what I got is.

Range Murata collaboration with Pinky.st (I got all 3!)
The newest 2 Pinkys that has a new head. (got one can sit down)
King of Fighter's Pinky.st(2 in one box)
Street Fighter Pinky.st(2 in one box)
Togainu no chi figurines(9 normal ones and one secret one)..*

*Togainu no chi is a BL-game(Yaoi)...=P Shiki and his brother Rin are hawt. This figurines are in super deformed form (Chibi SD form)...the details are awesome.

~连小凤

[ KL Trip = 2nd day @ Sg Wang ]

2006-12-23T12:14:00.000+08:00

So tired on that day(14/12)...I had to rush up around almost 12pm and omgawd I'm so sorry to Starry dearies! Gosh...my sis-in-law had to take her bloody time to just send me...haha. I was actually not in full 'decora' gear yet when I arrived in Sg Wang. So Starry dearies and me went to the toilet to 'assemble' my clips on my hair...no seriously too many clips. Had to 'arrange' them some how.

Starry brought me for lunch actually at Bayu Timor. Had a set lunch of Fish and Chips (because I love eating fish..I don't know why..or maybe because my stomach always ngam if got fish..)...lol I seriously DID not want to go to Gasoline for lunch. But I'll go on that later on.

Overall...its a filling meal. Cost me around frigging RM12.90...haha I didn't go to the bank yet...so Starry paid for it....oops.

Later on we were at the...4th?3rd? floor...And stopped by Kiis@shop (I think thats the name..*looks at the plastic bag*) And OMG overloaded with things I want to buy...but the strawberry stuff....haha I think I'm getting kinda ugh on it. Bought things!...lol I actually saw a 'STICH' PAW!!!!! (wants it) Its like Tara's (from 176BIZ) collection. But I wasn't really...like keen to buy it...because...I dun wanna OVERLOAD my stuff back...yikes! Bought a new bag,wallet (yes because my Emily wallet was falling out of order...since form 2 I had it..)..and another addition to my 'soft toys' collection.. (BEWARE FOR PINK NUISANCE)

almost around RM50? It was RM49.90 laa...haha..wanna know why i bought new bag?..because I was stupid to
splurge gilak in just ONE shop...temptations temptations...and that shopkeeper (?) was staring at my Kuromi phonestrap.
*snickers* My Melody item stuff...I can seriously bloody hell tell you that I took the entire time to CHOOSE a 'practical' but 'cute' wallet....haha I'm picky. This one cost me around RM20+? hahaha the more compartments the more $$$.

So whats this 'newest addition' to my collection? Meet...TABRIS!!! (lol I lack names) ...
Yes...Gloomy Bear (golok ones) = RM15 ...not bad la...hahaha..XD Too bad no Black...so I took red instead. Payed up....and the price altogether? .........= RM92.70 (uh roughly). Payed...and the shopkeeper (?) asked me whats the name of that black 'rabbit' hanging on my phone strap....>D *omg is he gonna try order more KUROMI stuff!? Kuromi LOVERS this is good news...hahaha* So I said "The name?...Kuromi =)" and he wrote it down on his 'lejer book(?)' and he also asked me for the actual spelling. Hahaha!Nice DOING BUSINESS WITH YOU...=) I will surely come ANOTHER TIME...gaaah.

I kept on telling Starry I felt pregnant..(lol I will tell you why..its because I was wearing DECORA influence items...bahaha..) We went up to the 6th floor...spotted that goth lolita store...from what Starry said..They restocked!..haha I can't wear la..I feel 'odd' and out of those dark interiors...Decora + Goth lolita/punk store = totally out...@_@ I kinda saw quite a lot of nice pieces..haha too bad I'm such an arse I don't like wearing something too frilly...unless forced to do so...haha.

Then finally...we went to Gasoline after all those 'go into the store and just view but not buying' for refreshments. (thats why I said I didn't want to go for lunch..XD I just want to drink there...) Starry was one person who is ...kinda scared of those uh...things in the dark section..HEH...but thank goodness from when I leaned on the wall I look at the left and right area...OMG...hahaha the next door peeps actually their section..GOT those freaky masks!..haha I told her...at least she's not sitting where I am actually...(she wanted to sit where I was) Ordered 1 cheese sandwich (we were still full!..we only wanted drinks..but I told Starry we just eat la..cos energy need to replenish..hahaha) My 1st drink from Gasoline...I choose the Jasmine and Honey Tea (cold! yummeh)...and boy ..=D I love it...hahaha most people will say they 1st drink or food from a new place they never go to..sometimes..sucks major. I'm maybe one of those lucky ones who get to taste the good ones b4 the bad ones. Starry ordered the Tropical Fruit Tea which in both of us stated that...it 'has to grow on us' especially the taste...eww.

Opened also the present Starry gave me..omg..XD So cute (apparently I took the pics when I was back home...oops...) Here there are...I'm speechless.
carrabbit?..o-o;; I have no idea...hahaa
another 3 more clips added to my growing collection..thanks dears! XD don't worry if you don't 'actually know my style' I'm cool with it..! I'll always try to make do of what is given to me. ;) Not to forget! Camwhoring moments....

Drinks Rating
Jasmine and Honey Tea (cold)RM3.50= 10/10
Tropical Fruit Tea(cold)RM5.00 =5.5/10 (due to uh..the artificial taste)

Food Rating
Cheese Sandwich =8/10 (they included a good portion of salad as a side dish)

OVERALL
Service:8/10 (friendly yes...just that service was kinda slow in a way that day due to loads of customers)
Outlook:9/10 (For the idea its kinda cool la..=D improve a bit on the dark area would be good too..haha..those wheelbarrow chairs...reminds me of the days I was a kid who played mud and all with other kampung kids...and sat in wheelbarrows that was positioned like that)
Pricing: 7/10 (so so...but it depends on the drinks and food. With a price like that. The food must also live up to the pricing)

And this coming from yours truly...=D To those in Sabah its best you do check your wallets especially on things like this. Its either trend + affordable + practical...or you could just 'splurge'!

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Okay and we went to take neoprints (purikura) to end the day (with Starry)

~ 连小凤

[ KL trip = Before the trip...lol ]

2006-12-14T08:14:00.000+08:00

So yeah... finally..lol there is wi-fi in my sis's area. So chunted lars. So damn tiring actually...30 mins wait at Labuan. Baahhaa....damn my friend came too early to fetch me too. I was at Merdeka at that moment.
My mum bought something too for me... yes please kill me if you think she's crazy. Haha...its a new phone accessory so..theres only ONE left with this face. So she bought it...?

Meet Kuromi..o-o;; I don't know why she bought it. Her reason is because its because got pink skull on it?

I also bought leggings for my friend for her xmas pressie. Its the only pair left. and...
well yeah..strawberries (ichigos) leggings. The last pair...rofl RM18. Bummer...=P its not so expensive la...just right price hahaha. There was another pair...but it was so...ugly..eeww. Haha thank goodness I spotted this leggings before another woman saw it. She saw the other one...lol the ugly looking one and asked her daughter "Dear, how about this strawberry one?You want or not?" *in total chinglish...lol*
The leggings...rofl

The close up..♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

okaayy...back to other things. I bought this *ahem* 'pink' overall top dress skirt thingy *which is seriously too lala..aih sorry to sound HARSH la..but w/e laa hehe*
The dress/top/overall thingy...um the white and pink top inside..is from Diesel btw..o-o;; lol not included with the uh dress/top/overall thingy..
A close up of the design..omg luff♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I got another outfit too. Um I think I spent almost RM130 on the pink/overall/dress thingy...and another red and black striped top (which comes with a belt..its RM88...so the pink one would be...the rest of the amount) um but the woman actually gave me RM130...the actual pricing should have been RM137.00..? (>_O)

......um okay

too much bombed with PINK..I'm so sorry..LOL I felt like a PINK CANDY FLOSS...grrrr

'Fun' time in airport....

2006-12-09T19:51:00.000+08:00

yeah since 8AM till 6.40PM I was in airport...wow..how much patience built me. (considering I'm rather impatient with things)

Oh my gawds, my mum apparently did NOT endorsed the ticket...oh my gawd. I had to CHUP keluarkan RM140 for farking stupid ticket. =X I went for an open ticket 1st but the flights today TOO DARN FULL *sound effects of thunder in the background*

Ahem...

Yes I spent half of my 'day' in airport...geez. =/ A 1st time experience too...in the end I kind of decided to just go on Tuesday to KL. Gah..nasib no need to pay...w00t. I'll have to rush a lot then..omgawd. (okay how many times did I say that?..grrr) Rush buy WIG..MAKEUP PRACTICE...rush BUY...STUPID PLAIN WHITE LONG SLEEVE SHIRT FOR L COSPLAY...=o=

Oh and did I tell you I canceled my trip to Japan?..Its too rush darn oh well another time then. Oh and did you know that anyone age 17 and below (minors) are not allowed to be outside by 11pm? eventhough accompanied by an adult?...=P

Its a true thing. Go search I'm lazy to post up again links because I'm oh oh oh..sooo tired. Meantime Digi's advertisements scares me like OH MY GAWD(again) CRAZY YELLOW FELLOWS...XD;;

~连小凤

Online Temptations #1

2006-12-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

Hmm...

I'm thinking really...buying online is tempting enough. Just seeing the pics of it brings satisfaction to my eyes. But I can't eventhough my hands are itching to order this. 100 cm and 130 cm shirts..wtf how does this Japanese people even MEASURE?..o-o;;

Is it in width or height..?

nvm
heres what I was talking about.

okay..tempting enough?

aite

okay most boring post ever.But this shirt is so fcking adorable..XD;; I should stop talking about how adorable it is. I'm just gonna say this...I better start designing shirts for myself too..oh lol

~连小凤

Lets Talk Ice-Cream

2006-12-05T15:27:00.000+08:00

Now in reality, I'll just chow down whatever ice-cream brands it may be. Be it the most expensive brands such as Häagen-Dazs to the more affordable brands like Kings,Walls etc. But have you ever tried Vedablu ? Gosh, heaven.
Okay okay...its similar to Lecka Lecka( I heard the name changed since I saw Jason's blog ..so..Gelato Fruity?..gosh I don't really know dearies..)...haha. I could only 'afford' one scoop. (uh not really, its just that I have sensitive teeth especially when it comes to eating cold stuff...sucks to be me.) Which is around RM4.50. Not bad not bad...since it doesn't include extra charges.

On all the 25 flavours stated in the official website...I only tried 6. Well yeah...free tasting..hehe. The Durian flavour ain't bad actually...taste very very much like I'm eating 'the actual' Durian. Haha...only thing is..no seed. There was this one..I'm not sure if it was the Berry Strawberry...its nice..! Belgian Chocolate = taste very different...not my type I suppose. Passion Fruit?...ick too sour..haha some people love it some just don't like it. I'll prefer sampling rather than buying a cup of that...my teeth can't stand it ars...

But the ones that caught my attention (and taste buds) is definitely cookies & cream and recently during KKCC's 'ice-breaking' lunch (I forgot to state that the ice-cream we had was Vedablu..oops) I had...HONEY CRUNCH!...oh boy...yummeh. I can still taste it in my mouth...

I'll be trying the Tiramisu and Green Tea flavours next. =D No worries this time I'll make sure theres some snapping of photos...as long my friends are there la doing their shift. Haha...wth I'm promoting things? Adz and Julian! Come once in a while la we go Vedablu and try out some flavours and voice opinions. Not that I'm a pro lars in ice-cream. As long taste good!

As far as I know like stated in the website. Theres 5 branches in Kota Kinabalu it self. So wheres the other 5? O-o;; does Sarawak or west Malaysia have it?..haha North Borneo products ah...Sabah..what have you done to me. Gee...me being an Sarawakian actually.

Oh and Vedablu is looking for part time or full time workers at the moment. Especially for the kiosk that is in Palm Square,Center Point. =D I do want to follow..but obligations..obligations...meh..

Overall = Its best you go try Vedablu ice-cream for yourself. Remember FREE TASTING...boy do I love to annoy them hahaha.

~连小凤

KKCC 'ice-breaker' lunch meetup.

2006-12-04T19:18:00.000+08:00

Whew,so tired today! Finally met up with fellow members (well the staff actually) for KKCC (Kota Kinabalu Cosplay Club). We decided to have lunch in Secret Recipe actually and yeah its the 2nd time lars I go there...but I tried something different. The usual proper introductions and such as certain topics lars. We had a special guest today. IRTeA's sister Rinacat...*ahem ahem* sadly didn't get to see Michiko.=/ Me and Esther shared the Chocolate Banana cake...haha this time I managed to savour it to the crumbs.

Then Cubex had to go off early due to work. Bahahaha...so me and the rest went off from Warisan Square (its a new shopping area...pretty okay la I say the design of the building) to Center Point next door. Wanted to have ice-cream but then we decided to walk around 1st so our stomachs get comfy 1st with our lunch. Haha...window shopping is fun.....*glares to self* but very tiring yes.

Got some stuff too...but lazy to post it up lars...after all that walking and seeing the two sisters do Para Para Paradise...then the ice-cream was a treat for our tiredness. Hehe...I took Honey Crunch...oh boy yummeh. I noticed one of my juniors there from religion studies. Haha..he doesn't believe I'm in form 5 actually. (he is form 4) He thought I was same form as him...and I said no way man. Not at all..I was the 'big sister' in class. The rest all bebudak....do I really look like I'm younger than I am? ...or maybe its because of the way I act...darn.

Oh and we took Neo Prints to finish the day...or purikura in its own original term. Enjoy the dorkness.
I seriously love the 3rd picture. It totally rules as we were kinda acting..haha.

Okay..I guess i better get going. I'm feeling stinkeh...belum mandi.

~连小凤

One early morning post..lotsa of pictures..beware..lol

2006-12-03T01:15:00.000+08:00

Oh my goodness!...Gah I just woke up too darn early around 4.30AM and boy...the area was freezing cold!..well not as cold as when I was in Amsterdam lars. Its just COLD. Brrr... couldn't sleep too because my mum wanted me to follow her to church. Yaya...1st saturday obligations...adui I only got 2 hours of sleep jors!

So...I just came back..just to realize I hadn't read up the question paper for arts...omg..when I saw the 1st question.
Whaa? Okay most of the questions...omg must draw figures!...darn darn darn. Sure they look easy...but to me its HARD...=_=;; 1stly I can'tpossibly draw my octopus like this!!

artwork by Meomie Designs

But like this very very AIYOYOYO disgusting looking octopus (which has three hearts! wargh look at the suckers!...)

eww..
Conclusion?....seems I'm gonna be cracking my brain on TRYING to draw an octopus. I prefer fantasy or out of the world sort of artwork...the other question was dealing about aliens...but then again..I suck at drawing aliens more than I suck at drawing octo~~pussies~~pusses...*ahem* Self joke self joke..
I phail maaan..guh

Ah yes... I decided to try out my camera and took shots of my pinky.st doll Mint. Trying to be artsy fartsy really..but like I said. I phail badly...and she looks so EMO...lol. Waking up early in the dead cold morning (oh yeah I stay near the BIG cemetry as my backyard) can do things to your brain. Especially when your mother and maid are talking nonsense crap in the car and you can't seem to pay attention on the road...
No I'm not driving. My mum is. People usually get accidents due to drinking/influence on drugs or sleeping.

.......how bout laughing?...=/nevermind ignore my rather sadistic boredom..

Mint in motion
(I just named her today...lol)

What better way to take pics...of our unfinished house...or rather room...haha...oops I forgot I took her with the tiny xmas tree we have. (yeah we are so lazy to put out a BIG xmas tree neways...darn)...

~连小凤

Love me or hate me..I don't care =)

2006-11-30T17:14:00.000+08:00

Magnya Carta album by アンティック-珈琲店- is out! (eventhough it was released yesterday..ooops) I'm still trying to get the ticket for their LIVE CAFE・TOUR'07 ｢NYAPPY GO AROUND 2｣ but I guess I can only get the one in Nagoya...ouch..x__x I would be all the way in Tokyo to catch 176BIZ's one man live in Shibuya O-west during January. Now lets HOPE that one doesn't get sold off!...grr do you know anyone else in Malaysia who would be going to this lives? I only know some singaporeans do. I'll be all alone in Ueno if this happens..! Grr...I hate traveling alone. It makes me feel stupid sometimes.

Back to my normal blogging. I really do crave for something...and what more than Green Tea Ice Blended from Starbucks!?...
Oh yeah I'm not a caffeine fan...well I do like to drink Tongkat Ali's 4 in 1 stuff....hmm. But newayz =) If you do ever meet me in Starbucks. Be bound to spot me with ONLY this drink!..geez I never do change...lol. Its yummy okay?..even when the price is like...!#@%!

Like I promised...I posted my babies up. Oh dears...the scribbles on my handphone came off eventually. =/ Sad but then I can still do it again if I want to! Please excuse for the PINKNESS

Jors...what the @!$@% am I thinking?...I still feel wrong with all the pink. When I dress up so...punkish..nevermind my mum said. Its my color..oh geee..Oh taken with my phone camera (the w900i people...)

nuff..said lars I know I know...you shut up lars. Pink too much...dies...I do love other colors.

OOT moment DID YOU KNOW in the MKMF AWARDS 2006... w-inds. was present! Omg...with DBSK and SUPER JUNIOR... I'm so proud of w-inds.! Keita looks so tired. Ryohei eventhough he's !@#@! 22 years old he doesn't look like it (looks at his multicoloured hilites...)

I'll leech off my friend's link. You can view it all HERE !! Because I'm too lazy to talk more rubbish

Gosh, and I thought I make such a good post. I think I just wrote mere rubbish here. Adui...sorry no pics of the Ngau Chap Adz!...seems the one in Lintas no more there....adui.

~连小凤

Sony Cyber-shot DSC-T10 ...oh yeah baby...=P

2006-11-27T09:54:00.000+08:00

Hey there,

Oh well I went to TecAsia Sdn Bhd yesterday and purchased Sony Cyber-shot DSC-T10 in pink.... oh yes I know shut up I know I know. The next thing I might want would be the Ipod Nano...PINK. I'll post up this baby soon.

=/ I'm still not used to it but seriously...its a bit tricky bahaha...I like the macro options...and its 7.2 megapixels...oh shit I can see my pimples bahahaha and whiskers *snorts* on my face..>D

Oh I did take pics of the place where I take my order of Ngau Chap. I'll post it later haha...I suppose to get ready to go to school. Exams starts at 2PM...

boo ahahhaha..booo i tell you BOOOO

~连小凤

Problem Ingredients and Handphones...

2006-11-24T10:27:00.000+08:00

For those who have been using beauty products on their faces should watch out for the ingredient used in it. =) Courtesy of Dermalogica. Haha..and me snapping it on phone cos I'm lazy to actually write it down..boogers. Oh and boyfriends...you do care for your darling's face and skin rite?..its best you also keep note on this eh..haha

Because I'm kinda lazy typing much in this early (or rather late morning =/ ) I kinda like 'doodled' on my pink LG clamshell...come to think about it...wtf is wrong with me and all this pink?!

not that I'm complaining about it ain't I?.... I doodled for goodness sakes...argh I wanted to just stick two of those sticker jewelry but considering when one is bored...we tend to do something lars.

I know its a bit 'off' not 'balanced' I tell you...haha..I used those Posca Glitter Markers (they come off eventually so no biggey its not permanent) which I bought when I was back in Kolej Tuanku Ja'afar form 2. Those shit stuff cost a bomb..I wonder how did I even manage to be able to buy it when I was in our Quartetmaster's (those who takes care of the sports events) trip to KLCC and me in Isetan.

Oh yeah, I decided to enroll myself into The One Academy (TOA) instead. Since I'm like going to be in Damansara Area..(okay thats far I know it means I have to get a driving license oh screw it).

Oh KK how will I miss you so when I'm gone. Gonna miss the coconut pudding and Ngau Chap (if thats how people spelt it) bahaha...and Tenom Fried Noodles. (though I'm not as sure if theres one to complete the actual perfectness to its perfectedness..lol is that even a word I have to resort to our Webster Dictionaries..baha)

Bahaha...Christmas is on its way and I'm gonna be too busy by then to even get anyone presents. Unless they don't mind a stupid doodled card by me. I always tend to do that baha. Comic Fiesta...grr I'll be damn if I wasn't actually 'requested' by the leader of that doujinshi group to 'present' myself. Oh well.. and L for the 2nd day..when all I would be doing is helping on the booth drawing random Chibies..for free. Sue me. Some already threatened if there was a Raito cosplayer that day..they would handcuff me to him...or some random maniac.... (okay I was joking about the maniac but I'm not joking about me giving away free art..lol).

And ice skating after 1st day!...sheesh...I'm not good in it anyways (not that I was even good in the beginning...haha) and then an outing on the 20th..and possible photoshoot...argh I didn't even get my wig yet..and I'm not planning to DYE my frigging hair reddish brown..oh shoot.

So what will you be doing for christmas?

for me I would be way over back in Kota Kinabalu...meh and yet I did not buy my return ticket..of FUUZ..

3 more papers left...3 MORE...just 3 MORE...and then I will die...*not*!

~-连小凤

Do you know that taking bathroom pictures...

2006-11-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

..can be rather embarassing at times? =O Wonder where the camera is?...;P Its hidden and I won't tell you wats or w/e is shown infront of the mirror...baha

Rant of the day

"I guess I'm one of those few idiots who are honestly HONEST in passing up their Maths paper 2 empty...or rather half empty..."

Seriously I kid you not. Its just what I did. I'm still having doubts on which or actually WHERE to go. The One Academy ... or Kinabalu Commercial College? =/ I'm wanting to major in Arts (in TOA) but then.. I'm like into languages too..and I planned to actually take up Japanese,Korean and French (KCC)...

No srsly =O I'm wanting to stay back in Kota Kinabalu and see it grow. But I'll guess and hope Julian will know what to post and so on..LOL

Talking about 'Happy Feet' = omg Penguin love...I hate to admit it but I find baby penguins in reality are very cute...so are baby seals. I was 'happy' after watching 'Happy Feet' no pun intended as I've finally met Yvonne my net friend and junior and also founded two new friends.

A goth lolita and a freelance illustrator....oh yes you did read that. Goth Lolita ...the 1st of her kind in Kota Kinabalu. Now we need are decorers/punk lolitas/visual kei-ist. No...JROCK is not a 'fashion statement' its a music genre. ...=/ Yes I kid you not. Its not a 'fashion statement' unless if stated as visual kei,oshare kei or w/e kei...thats okay cos thats a style. =)
There was a debate between me and Ruth about this usage of terms. But you 'could' state you are a 'jrocker' =P

Emoist or emos are just over emotional people and if you DO want to be an Emo please wear jeans that are not girls jeans. Or you could listen to William Sledd's Ask a Gay Man he totally is odd and works at GAP..oh yes he does recommend GAP GAP GAP. But its all good to keep on listening to some of his views on fashion stuff.

Especially that Denim Edition...lol I suggest you watching that...eventhough they are kinda over exaggerating things sometimes...lmao

AGH SPM

*whacks self to sleep*

~-连小凤

1st Post is always the worst post

2006-11-21T21:42:00.000+08:00

...and it will be like that as it is..=D hello!

-连小凤